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Confession time
#1
Most of you know me, but a few of you don't. Allow me to give you a little brief on my history. 

I joined PTS a long time ago, and showed high activity on TeamSpeak, and in the server. Eventually, I started building a relationship with some of the Moderators and other players. Over time we became somewhat of a family. I purchased my VIP account to support the server I was beginning to call my home.  Some of the best months I can remember. Showing Stel my crappy buildings, and just wanting a bit of her expertise. Helping out Glenn when he first joined the server. When Beaky showed me the proper way to farm for glowing mushrooms. 

After some time with this new family, I decided to apply to become a staff member. I was given the honor of being accepted to join the team, and began building relationships with more players. After putting in the required time, and effort I was promoted to a Senior Moderator. I had many months of great experiences, and met so many wonderful people.

After a while, I got a bit of bad news. Some personal issues came up, and restricted the amount of time I was able to get on. When I was able to return, something felt a bit off in the family. Instead of sticking by my best friends' sides, I took the pathetic way out, and left. I pursued different groups of people, and searched for somewhere else to spend my time.

In my absence from the server, I did the one thing I should have never thought of. I handed over the password to my Mod account, to have someone else deal with an emergency. I request that this person stay un-named in any of the comments, and will remain un-named in my post. With this action, I betrayed the trust given to me by multiple people. Panther, Stel and Flounder, I send my deepest apologies for disappointing you the way I did. Along with every member of the server for abandoning you all.

I sincerely regret the decisions I made.

I recently have gotten a little more time on my hands, and would like to start build a friendship with more players, and hopefully re-ignite old ones. 

Thank you for taking the time to read this post, and I will see you in game.
#2
You were one of the nicest, most fun to hang out with people on the server. I can't wait to start seeing you on the server again. Everybody goofs up and makes mistakes sometimes, but it's up to the rest of us to forgive and forget, right?
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#3
I'm guessing Sackboy's apology inspired you to make your own. However, that doesn't matter, since this is coming from you, yourself. The only incident I heard concerning you was that last one i.e handing over your Moderator account to someone else, who was not capable of using it. That, was a grave mistake, and earned you the title of a Traitor.

At times of emergency, no one gets enough time to think things through, and you didn't do anything divergent from that. Giving the account to someone else, had resulted in unfair bans [according to some people]. Your mistake was, like I said, was very grave. Nevertheless, this apology clearly looks like you put some effort into it. In addition, it represents one of your darkest and regretful hours, and having the guts to apologize even after that *Sips his tea*, evidently means that you truly, seek forgiveness. I, for one, would forgive you, if I was a victim, or even a witness of your actions.

Before you could forget all of this, you seek acceptance of your apology, so that you become strong enough to diminish that guilt. Best of luck, and I hope we all can put this behind our backs and see a better future, with our heads held high Smile

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#4
I remember now... such a long time, I can barely remember that I always forget about something, can wait to see in game! Big Grin


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#5
Wishing you the best of luck in re-igniting your friendships with other members. You've stated your mistakes and made a deep apology towards the members who you've betrayed, which messed with my emotions. Not only did you apologize, but it came from the bottom of your heart. I understand the stress you're going through and I'll always be here for you, in every single occasion. Everybody makes mistakes in their lives, and we all deserve chances. I'll always support you in pursuing what's the best for you, and whats best for us as a helpful community that always stands up for its great warriors, even if they have done wrong doings.

Let's forget all of the past, and create a new, more helpful, caring, and friendlier future for ourselves. Can't wait to meet you in-game again buddy. I've more than just missed you.

With all the love,
Sackboy.
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#6
~You think you betrayed some peoples I wouldn't necessarily say that on a personal level, but handing over your mod account, that was a bit of an over step. I've no right to chide you for leaving the server or your own actions. You know I left for A time as well to go do other things due to my own frustrations and personal issues, I abandoned the server for a few months tried other servers and came back. There is a vast difference though, I never really like conversations I was kinda pushy, I acted very out of line. Over all when I left there were no goodbyes or anything :p i don't believe many people even missed me. Another thing is you and sack tried to make up for your current statuses and images I decided to create someone new and hide behind a mask. And that's fine xD, but when you left there was a big talk of it I myself started wondering where you went, in the few months leading to your absence I could feel a shift, hopefully you don't have to leave for a while. It seems most people are turning a new leaf, lets see if I can follow. I'm very glad your back shack (heh rhymes) and I hope no one bears a grudge over you for your actions, as Pride sad lets put it behind us and Move on Big Grin

~Happy
#7
Please come back I miss you already Smile



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#8
(05-30-2016, 12:14 PM)Shack Wrote: Most of you know me, but a few of you don't. Allow me to give you a little brief on my history. 

I joined PTS a long time ago, and showed high activity on TeamSpeak, and in the server. Eventually, I started building a relationship with some of the Moderators and other players. Over time we became somewhat of a family. I purchased my VIP account to support the server I was beginning to call my home.  Some of the best months I can remember. Showing Stel my crappy buildings, and just wanting a bit of her expertise. Helping out Glenn when he first joined the server. When Beaky showed me the proper way to farm for glowing mushrooms. 

After some time with this new family, I decided to apply to become a staff member. I was given the honor of being accepted to join the team, and began building relationships with more players. After putting in the required time, and effort I was promoted to a Senior Moderator. I had many months of great experiences, and met so many wonderful people.

After a while, I got a bit of bad news. Some personal issues came up, and restricted the amount of time I was able to get on. When I was able to return, something felt a bit off in the family. Instead of sticking by my best friends' sides, I took the pathetic way out, and left. I pursued different groups of people, and searched for somewhere else to spend my time.

In my absence from the server, I did the one thing I should have never thought of. I handed over the password to my Mod account, to have someone else deal with an emergency. I request that this person stay un-named in any of the comments, and will remain un-named in my post. With this action, I betrayed the trust given to me by multiple people. Panther, Stel and Flounder, I send my deepest apologies for disappointing you the way I did. Along with every member of the server for abandoning you all.

I sincerely regret the decisions I made.

I recently have gotten a little more time on my hands, and would like to start build a friendship with more players, and hopefully re-ignite old ones. 

Thank you for taking the time to read this post, and I will see you in game.
Your thread has called forth the wild @epicslayer

I think most people would agree with me that they will forgive you, i still remember our first shop we made Big Grin
Inactive but still contactable 

#9
This thread has been up for a good while now. I think everyone that needed to say something has said it.

Locked.
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